Retained from previous versionPicture, if you will, how it feels to have been created as something akin to a science fair project. Of course nowadays science has become more complex and more powerful and more human and more vulgar: our progress became our progress became our progress in order to consider what it is to have been created as a machine and a machine. Machines fail to create vulgarities - vulgar creates vulgar - humans roam the meadows. IDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versionIAdded by this author just came - came back after a long pause. In this pause I have rediscovered Retained from previous versionyour anus, adored your entire countenance, whispered into your horrific godliness.It'sDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versionhow it feels to be touched.It'sAdded by this author always good to quote a folk song.So Retained from previous versiondesperatelyDeleted by this author now, once again, I Retained from previous versionwantDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versionfantasise aboutAdded by this author you. Retained from previous versionMy body has never felt that good next to another body. IDeleted by this author look at your portrait night and day, I Retained from previous versioncount every precious minute in the sightDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versionwake up next to you, having no clue what will becomeAdded by this author of Retained from previous versionyour nakedness. YouDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versionme when you are not there.YouAdded by this author write to me; something about a button, mine or yours. And I know, this is me, here lying, waiting for Retained from previous versionyou. Have I said it all? Do not invest.  He hadDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versionyou. You haveAdded by this author nothing to say, right now, but Retained from previous versionhe had....no.....no...although heDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versionyou hadAdded by this author understood....with the clock ticking in the background and the fridge purring like a content Retained from previous versioncat.He askedDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versioncat.You askAdded by this author me if I'm leaving a big empty space...I Retained from previous versionnoddedDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versionnodAdded by this author and there Retained from previous versionwasDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versionisAdded by this author some laughter. Just from that. And I can also say: I come come come come can come cum come onto you darling onto your beautiful nothingness, your wonderful back of your knees, your curls.I want this, now, I want the hair on your head. Your button-hole. You know this is how I like to be Retained from previous versiontouched. Without inhibitions, without guilt. You touch meDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versiontouched,Added by this author through the hole in my Retained from previous versiontrousers and I drinkDeleted by this authorRetained from previous versiontrousers, drinkingAdded by this author cognac from the bottle.We are touching and moaning and keeping it down. Sometimes I think of Henry Purcell.